Thursday, March 14, 2019

How to set up NVim-R

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I seem to be moving towards the endpoint with every try I have. So this will be like a protracted endeavor, hopefully until this works.... Wish me luck.

Follow these resources closely: 1 | 2
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Resources used in the past:
https://github.com/jalvesaq/Nvim-R/blob/master/doc/Nvim-R.txt
http://www.vim.org/scripts/script.php?script_id=2628


1) install Vim 8.x without root access
--Download here
--Replace "Building Vim" instructions above site, with additional install instructions without root access here:
cd src
./configure --prefix=$HOME/software/vim_v8.0
make
make install

2) Installation - use Vim plugin functionality
open ~/.vimrc:

set nocompatible
   syntax enable
      filetype plugin on
         filetype indent on

" Plugins will be downloaded under the specified directory.
call plug#begin('~/.vim/plugged')

" Declare the list of plugins.
" github account can be accessed like this
Plug 'jalvesaq/Nvim-R'

" List ends here. Plugins become visible to Vim after this call.
call plug#end()

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Install vim-plug

Then in .vimrc
:PlugInstall
-- install plugins
:PlugUpdate
-- update plug ins
:PlugDiff


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3) To start, open a .R file in Vim

vi jm.R
then type
\rf to start R
A list of commands can be found here.

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4) But apparently I needed to set my <leader> in Vim. Set to '\'
:let mapleader = "\\"
type '\rf'

5) At the bottom, there should be "updating..."
--stuck at this error: 'nvimcom' package not found...

To be continued.....


Sunday, February 3, 2019

Sticky Notes backup update

It seems like I wont be able to backup Windows 7 sticky notes to Windows 10. There is also a difference in the files to backup in Windows 10, where you need to copy everything from this directory, instead of just one file from before:
C:\Users\<username>\AppData\Local\Packages\Microsoft.MicrosoftStickyNotes_8wekyb3d8bbwe




Thursday, October 5, 2017

gCal (google Calendar) subscription for iCal (Apple Calendar)

https://www.engadget.com/2006/04/13/howto-subscribe-to-a-google-calendar-using-ical/

Follow the instructions here and then be prepared to wait. For at least 15 minutes. Also, add the hotmail, gmail and icloud email addresses permitting them to make changes and view.

Don't freak out if it doesn't sync - give it some time and it will work out.

Monday, June 19, 2017

First wedding anniversary: Yosemite National Park

This is sort of a mind sieve to put into posterity some of places we have been to on our trip to Yosemite.

Check out the website before going is a must to know the most up-to-date news on the trails and crowd. We went during Memorial Day long weekend, so we knew what we were expecting - one tip -  get to the entrance before 9am everyday!!

1) Yosemite Falls
2) Half dome
3) Glacier point
4) Bridalveil falls
5) Yosemite Falls trail
6) Wawona Swinging bridge
7) Bass Lake (it's a resort over there with chalets!)
8) Bass Lake restaurant -- Ducey's on the lake
9) Big Trees Lodge restaurant
10) a meadow trail opposite Big Trees Lodge
11) Yosemite Mountain Sugar Pine Railroad, reserve online here : highly highly recommend this, especially if you have kids.

We stayed at Tin Lizzie Inn. It was pricey but well worth it for our anniversary. The sweetest and most wonderful hosts, Sheran and David. SY loves the bed. Took car rides in David's model T Ford! Sheran's breakfasts and sweet treats. Superb location (Fish camp), just 10-15 min drive from the Yosemite entrance. We just have to follow S and D's suggestions. Thoroughly enjoyed our stay =)

Sunday, March 5, 2017

End of Downton Abbey series

Zingers, especially from Tom Branson, from Seasons 5 and 6 of Downton Abbey - here and here.

Among them, Tom's talk about his marriage with Sybil (to Mary) that was one of the most inspiring:
"It may surprise you, but I agree it's important to be balanced, that one should not be far stronger than the other. I just don't think it has much to do with money or position... To all of you, she had everything and I had nothing. She was the great lady, and I the man who drove the cars, but that wasn't true for us. We were evenly matched, Sybil and I. She was strong in her beliefs, so was I. We were a marriage of equals. We were very happy."

Mary's paraphrase to Henry Talbot:
"Tom and I once talked about how marriage should be equal. It has nothing to do with position or money, simply that a couple should be equal in both strength and passion ... I believe I've met my match. I have. I'm not 20, trembling at the touch of your hand, but I know that if I leave you now I'll never be as happy as we could've been together..."

And the row Mary had with Edith, whom I am extremely glad got her happy ending as well; I never quite agreed with the way Mary ever treated Edith - to tell the truth, sometimes I feel like slapping Mary for being so vicious to Edith:
M: Going away?
E: Do you care?
M: Look, I wasn't to know you hadn't told him. It never occurred to me --
E: Just shut up! I don't know what's happened. Tom has made you feel bad, or Papa, or maybe it's just the same old Mary who wants her cake and ha'penny!
M: I never meant to --
E: Yes, you did! Who do you think you're talking to? Mama? Your maid? I know you! I know you to be a nasty, jealous, scheming bitch!
M: Now listen, you pathetic --
E: You're a bitch! Not content with ruining your own life, you're determined to ruin mine!
M: I have not ruined my life and if Bertie's put off by that, then --
E: Don't demean yourself by trying to justify your venom. Just go.
(SCOFFS)
E: And you're wrong as you so often are. Henry's perfect for you. You're just too stupid and stuck up to see it! Still at least he's got away from you. Which is something to give thanks for, I suppose!

And their reconciliation - speaks volumes of sibling bickering and rivalry, no?:
M: You know I'm sorry.
E: I assumed you would be fairly sorry unless you're actually insane.
M: I'm not insane but I am sorry, I don't know why I did it. Not really.
E: I've told you. Because you were unhappy so you wanted me to be unhappy, too. Now you're happy again, you'll be nicer... for a while.
M: If that's what you feel, then why are you here?
E: Because, in the end, you're my sister and one day, only we will remember Sybil... or Mama or Papa or Matthew or Michael or Granny or Carson or any of the others who have peopled our youth... until, at last, our shared memories will mean more than our mutual dislike.
M: What do you think he'd have made of it? I went to his grave to tell him, which isn't like me.
E: Matthew loved you and wanted you to be happy. I'm sure he'd be very, very pleased. In fact, I know he would. You look nice, by the way.
M: Thank you.

I am sure there are more. But somebody sensible has to put them together in one place - I couldn't find one that has a good repository of quotes from the series. Then again, that's what's about a good script, different lines appeal to different people, and even the same lines can be interpreted differently because of differences in lives.

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Linux VS Mac OS GNU command line tools

After using the tools on Mac for a while, I realize a number of the tools that I am familiar with in Linux is not the same on Mac.

I found this website:
https://www.topbug.net/blog/2013/04/14/install-and-use-gnu-command-line-tools-in-mac-os-x/

Apparently, there's a difference as the Mac uses the BSD version of the GNU tools.

The website tells you how to use the Linux version of the tools on Mac.

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Windows 10 installation in VirtualBox and setting up shared folder

Conversion of SAS file formats seems an unlikely challenge. Unfortunately, the packages from Python and R churned out many errors for my files. So I am trying to install an SDS version. Since I am using a Mac right now, I would need Windows to run SAS and I would need VirtualBox on my OS X. I found 2 ways to get SAS and both use VirtualBox anyway, so I thought I would document the setting up procedure, with the steps to create shared folders.

CREDITS: steps were adapted from here

Host OS: Mac OS X El Capitan 64-bit, CPU-i7 quad core @  1600 MHz, 16GB RAM
VM: Oracle's Virtualbox (VB)
Guest OS: Windows 10

Installation of Windows 10:
1) Download Windows 10 .iso file. I downloaded the 64-bit (amd64).

2) Download VirtualBox. After installation, got through the wizard to install Virtualbox. It's a very straightforward process:
a) OS Type: OS=Windows 10 (64-bit)
b) Memory: I chose fixed storage - it's supposedly faster.

3) Double click on ISO to initiate VM. Follow wizard to install Windows OS using the .iso file from (1).


TO SET UP SHARED FOLDERS:
Set this up to allow access of host files from the guest system.
1) Create a folder, name of your choice. For illustration purpose, the path of my folder is "C:\Shared".
2) Open VB, go Settings > Shared Folders.
3) Click on the 'Add folder' icon, key in the path, and look for folder name from (1).

4) Checking 'read-only' means you will not be able to change anything from the guest machine - guest can only 'download' - so for all practical purposes, we uncheck this.

5) You should also set "Auto-mount", and "Make Permanent", so that the folder is mounted every time you load this VM. A good picture on how this is done, click here. "Make Permanent" box might not be present, if not, do not do anything.

6) Start VM and login. From the VB menu, select Devices > CD/DVD Devices > VBoxGuestAdditions.iso
This ISO contains an image of a DVD that contains essential files. Mount this image (something like putting in a virtual CD/DVD into a virtual drive). Run the image using:
sudo /cdrom/VBoxLinnuxAddition-amd64.run

7) You might need to restart the VM.

Friday, June 24, 2016

The Medici Effect by Frans Johansson

themedicieffect-sub.jpg
Image credit: http://bit.ly/1zJoBIL

The Medici Effect is a book about innovation. Specifically, the author, Frans Johansson argues that innovation occurs more frequently and extraordinary inventions come to fruition when one tries to hybridize/synergize/combine/integrate/meld ideas from a diversity of more than 1 field; he called it "the intersection". Overall, the book is a simple read with very clean and concise language and a very clear message. While the arguments are not mind-blowing, the book does provide many interesting anecdotes and trivia that support the author's perspectives. If you are looking for a relatively relaxing read, and also increase your knowledge, you should pick up this book.

The book leaves with 3 key points:
1) the future lies in the intersection; if you want to innovate, find your way there
2) expect the unexpected because intersections are everywhere and you never mind what to anticipate when disparate fields collide
3) there is logic to the intersection but the logic is not obvious

>>Why 'Medici' effect? Named after the House of Medici, a politically powerful Italian family that combined the arts and banking during the Renaissance

>>Mick Pearce - Zimbabwe architect combined architecture and ant colonies in ecology
>>Leon Cooper - Nobel Prize Laureate of physics, later decided to combine brain and physics
>>George Soros - combined investment with philanthropy
>>Richard Dawkins - wrote the book "The Selfish Gene", where the word "meme" was coined - "memes propagate themselves in the meme pool by leaping from brain to brain; this is called imitation" - the field of memetics is a hybrid of culture and science.
>>Sequoyah - creation of Cherokee syllabery
>>Yvonne Chu - Kimera fashion boutique (sounds like the mythical mixed creature 'chimera')
>>Steve Jobs - Pixar success in combination of computer graphics with storytelling
>>Marcus Samuelsson - Aquavit restaurant - Swedish of Ethopian ancestry breaks down barriers/associations in culinary world - attributed his success to the cultural diversity of his life

>>RSA cipher - from the codebreakers at Stanford - William Diffie, Martin Hellman, Ronald Rinest, Adi Shamin, Leonard Adleman - allows Internet security when online shopping - the idea is you own the padlock and the key to your data, and then you distribute the padlock, but only you have the key - considered revolutionary because conventionally, keys are distributed to unlock the lock.

>>Magic the Gathering - Richard Garfield - a mathematician - randomly combine ideas, try different perspectives

>>Luis Alvarez = astronomer, combines paleontology - came up with the hypothesis that a meteorite killed the dinosaurs
>>Orit Gadiesh - chairman of Bain and company - she sees trends, patterns and integrate - advocate for being a generalist in consultant
>>Frank Herbert - sci-fi write, book "Dune"
>>Hakan Lars - inventor - invented the Time Division Multiple Access navigation system for air and sea navigation
>>Richard Branson - Virgin Group founder, went from managing a record label to airline - need to for evaluation
>>Imet Prothrow-Stith - a doctor - physician + youth violence - people tell her "you are medicalizing a sociological problem."
>>Clayton Christenson - the innovator's dilemma
>>Deepak Chopra - physician + alternative eastern medicine - popularize meditation
>>Linus Torvalds - Linux creator - bold and dare to stand up to challenges and opposition
>>Mark Twain - "Courage is the resistance to fear, mastery of fear, NOT absence of fear."
>>Glass is not a liquid - that's an urban myth

>>Corning - Lina Echeverria heads the glass research group - created and manufactured glass bulbs for Thomas Edison, color tubes for TV, glass for thermometer and LCD, glass casserole dish (Pyrex) that used directly from freezer to oven without cracking, optical fibers (intercontinental telecommunications) - "have the creativity of van Gogh but lead the life of Michelangelo" - "Do something you are interested in and can get energized about"

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Windows thinks there's a phantom second screen...

Windows has this annoying ability to "remember" a second screen, long after I have disconnected my monitor from the laptop, such that a number of windows appear to go to this phantom screen.

Follow these instructions to get the programs back to the right screen.

Essentially,

1) Alt-tab to choose the program.
2) Alt-space to produce a dropdown menu - choose "move"
3) Use the Arrow keys to move the program windows to desired screen.

Woot!



Saturday, October 24, 2015

The Sports Gene by David Epstein


Image Credit: http://www.amazon.com/The-Sports-Gene-Extraordinary-Performance/dp/161723012X
Started an exercise to put up some description of books I have read, either a short snippet or something interesting about it.

My boss, a colleague and I did a short review for the book in the journal, Science, a while ago (2013). This is very much related to an article on sports and genes I have written before, with a very dear friend and ex-colleague of mine.

The Sports Gene by David Epstein
http://www.sciencemag.org/content/342/6158/560.short

It's a very informative book, thick with many real-life anecdotes on how genetics have influenced sports and its science. A peek into the world of sports, behind the glory and medals - and into the science and technology of the current landscape in sports and athletes. An interesting read for geneticists and the general audience, to see how far the sports arena has progressed. Personally, it has a clear message which I advocate, that is, genetics or your DNA plays a role, sometimes major, in many of the traits we have, sports-related or not. But it does NOT determine your destiny, e.g. whether you become an athlete, or even a good one at that. DNA/genes essentially provides your starting line. How you get to the finishing line is very dependent on other factors - environment and circumstances; a confluence of nature and nurture.

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Home improvement with 3M Command Series Adhesives

I was recently very excited about moving in with my gf, SY, that I decided to engage in some home improvement projects!

Since things in the house seems to be rather cluttered, I thought perhaps if we move things onto the walls, there would be more space on the ground. SY sometimes complains about the mess and I mean anyone feels better looking at a neater apartment right?
http://www.nallau.com/extraordinary-exclusive-small-apartment-interior-decorating-bedroom
Definitely not SY's apartment... maybe a little more like my current apartment...
SY's been pretty stressed out lately. Thought I would give the apartment a little makeover - just teeny tiny enough to make a difference. M did well with my current apartment, I thought I would use some his ideas too. So amidst crazy schedules and deadlines, I perused the web and found useful resources: here and here! Since I can't totally revamp the apartment nor put nails on the wall, I stumbled upon this info on damage-free adhesives. Somehow I got a little obsessed in trying out these adhesives, which IMO, if they work like magic, could turn things over at SY's place! There are, unfortunately, more misses than hits and here are some of my empirical evaluations of the products that I bought in chronological order.

Credits: Amazon

I wanted to hang a plywood medium-sized framed picture. I didn't know the better and accidentally got these. So my first purchase pretty much failed, since these are strictly for posters, as I learnt it the hard way. You guessed it; I tried them on the picture and it fell off the wall. Fortunately, there were no casualties.








Credits: Amazon
Next, I got these for the picture. But ended up using only the sawtooth ones (see the next one). My guess is this will hold only pictures that are very lightweight.











Credits: Amazon
This has been my most successful purchase so far. It has been almost 3 weeks now and the picture is still hanging on the wall very nicely. Hopefully that persists. I followed all the instructions to the T for all the adhesives, but only this one worked... At this point, SY is already a little annoyed with me spending all the money on these adhesives. I was determined to experiment with these and with one success, I hope to make them all work. Alas, little did I know I was going down a slippery slope...







4. Command Utility Hooks (supposedly holds 5 lbs)
I got a little bold with successful number 3. I wanted to hang things on the wall in the kitchen and the bathroom. Two places of very similar nature: typically hot, humid in both, and also oily in the kitchen - BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THEY HAVE VARIANTS for the strips.

M used these for hanging towels in the kitchen in my current apartment, so at least I know they work for very lightweight cloth. Before I started hanging heavier things, I want to make sure they stick. I left one each on kitchen and bathroom wall (same texture and wall material) without anything on.

After 1 day, the hook in the bathroom fell off. But the one in the kitchen persists. After 2 days, I decided the one in the kitchen will hold, so I started adding more items on it. Nothing too heavy, just a small rack with a total of 5 small bottles with condiments in them - definitely nowhere near 5 lbs. UNFORTUNATELY, it held for only about 2 weeks, then it came crashing down too, spilling salt all over the kitchen floor... 

Credits: Amazon
At this juncture, SY was a little annoyed with me (for obvious reasons). I was a little too obstinate and too hopeful to back down, since I really wanted to relieve the clutter. Plus, I really want to try these things for myself. I started perusing online reviews, I saw mixed outcome, due to differences on wall surfaces. I started browsing through their catalog of Command Series products. I found these water resistant ones!

However, they lasted only almost 2 weeks in the bathroom. The roommates and we woke up to an embarrassing loud crash in the morning. Thankfully, no one was hurt. I suspect the big heavy bottle of hand lotion might have contributed to the demise. 

Again, M has these in the bathroom in my current apartment to hang towels.


6. Caddy hanger (holds 7lbs)
Credits: Amazon
This seems the most regretful because it seems the most secure. I followed the instructions carefully - hold for 10 sec, slide off hook, hold 30 sec, let it stay for 24 hours, shower at least one during this time. Then I hanged an empty but heavy shower caddy on it.

But I had to take them down for safety reasons. I think the roommates started to get afraid - so they suggested taking them down, since they pose a potential shower hazard; somebody's toes might mangle badly if it comes crashing down. 






And so end my experiments and love-hate relationship with these 3M adhesives. To sum up, my experiences have been: pictures (probably posters as well) and towels and cloth are fine, but even slightly heavier items like small caddy racks and small bottles are a big no-no. I am disappointed with more the outcome of my projects than the products, since the devastating results can be a confluence of product quality, wall texture and unknown environmental issues.

Hopefully, the picture stays that way for eternity. I will update once I am able to hang other smaller objects later in the living room: clocks, pictures and posters.

Wish me luck.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Mendeley citation style edit

I recently realize Mendeley has a citation style editor!!

1. Go to Word.
2. Find "References">"Mendeley Cite-O-Matic">"Style">"More Styles"
3. Right-click on the style you want to edit.
4. Click "Edit Style"

Mendeley will bring you to an online editor and you can edit and save it.

When you click refresh in Word, it shows your edits simultaneously!!

This is super convenient!

SIDENOTE: The Genome Research csl is a link to the Cold Spring Harbor Labs Press csl! So just edit the latter....

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Predatory journals

Come to papa... Publish with me..
image from: http://gamelore.wikia.com/wiki/File:Predatory_Sliver.jpg
I know it has been a long hiatus but I am still around!

Been trying really hard to graduate recently with lots of great motivation coming in all directions! So you will hopefully start to catch me here once in a while again =)

Anyway, this entry arose because of my receiving of several emails asking me to give talks and to publish in some journals since 2012, sometimes in fields that I am not even familiar with! Inner alarm started sounding and I did a search on the Internet. I found that some researchers have been duped into submission of their articles and in many cases, ended up having to pay an amount of money publishing something the journals invited you to publish in the first place! Some even have really scientists of substantial stature on their editorial boards. I emailed this article to my labs back then. 

For me, my inner alarm started blaring when first off, they didn't even get my designation right - I haven't even gotten my doctorate yet - these people did not even bother looking that up. Second, the field is completely foreign to me. Third, or they were sending me the email based on a singular something  I wrote eons ago for a non-scientific audience. I bet there are other telltale signs to realize something fishy is going on.

With the Internet rampant with information, falsity and veracity interweaved, it is ever harder to discern between the forces of good and evil. I mean, look at Wikipedia! (While I really love Wikipedia and there are numerous excellent entries on Wikipedia, please do NOT cite Wikipedia as your reliable go-to...)

Here's a list of predatory journals for scientific submissions that I thought will be useful to compile and keep it here for posterity and my own reminder. 

Let me know if you have/found any others or any interesting articles and would like to add to this. I will update. Also, any tags I should put to this post?

John Bohannon has a really enlightening article about this on how he recently tricked the world into thinking eating chocolates can help you lose weight. This probably would require another post for another day. But this article wants you to know what to critique when you read certain science.

Here goes:
1) This is based on an article in Science, with a good amount of evidence.
2) This is the infamous Beall's list. "Beall defines a "predatory" publisher as one whose main goal is to generate profits rather than promote academic scholarship" -- The Chronicle of Higher Education 2012
3) the Nova series

Monday, March 23, 2015

Rest in peace, Mr Lee.

“You begin your journey not knowing where it will take you. You have plans, you have dreams, but every now and again you have to take uncharted roads, face impassable mountains, cross treacherous rivers, be blocked by landslides and earthquakes. That’s the way my life has been.”  --LKY

I write with a heavy heart that the revered (and feared...) founding father of modern Singapore has passed away. Back then, he knew that survival was key and he made sure we did; gave us what we have today: prosperity and stability. He doesn't make the most popular decisions, or even the right ones if there's such a thing, but he tried to make the best of the circumstances. He led a full life and left a great legacy for all of us. Even in his death, he united Singaporeans, which unfortunately, isn't easy. For all that you have done, Mr Lee, thank you. 一路走好 .


http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/news/3270890/posts

Sunday, September 28, 2014

In support for gender equality

"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing."
--Edmund Burke

Being impressed with E. Watson's HeForShe campaign speech in support for feminism:


"If not you, then who, if not now, then when.."

On the flip side, I am also impressed with the social experiments conducted here. Finish the entire video and you will realize that gender inequality applies to all genders. One can think of HeForShe as a shoutout for solidarity to both sexes to challenge socially-stereotypical impressions.

Raising awareness begins with your acknowledgement of the issue.

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

How to restart the taskbar without rebooting the computer

A lot of times Windows throws an error saying that Windows Explorer is not working and then my taskbar disappears. Usually it restarts itself. But sometimes, it annoyingly doesn't and I keep tons of my work windows open usually.

I found a workaround:
http://www.wikihow.com/Restart-Windows-Explorer-Without-Rebooting-Computer

Basically,

1) Ctrl-Shift-Esc
2) Under 'Processes', close explorer.exe
3) Under 'File', run new task, type in 'explorer'.

Cool.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Robert Galbraith = J. K. Rowling

http://books.google.com/books/about/The_Cuckoo_s_Calling.html?id=evuwdDLfAyYC
Recently, finished "The Cuckoo's calling" by Robert Galbraith, which is the pseudonym for the famous author of Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling. When I found that out from NY Times about the sequel to Cuckoo, I was so excited! J. K. Rowling's new books!

This is not a fantasy book, but a detective novel about an ex-SIB (Special Investigation Branch), celebrity-son Cormoran Strike and his unlikely sidekick, Robin Ellacott, investigating the suicide of supermodel Lula Landry. Unfortunately, I wasn't superbly impressed after reading the first half of the book. I didn't expect Strike to be Agatha Christie's Poirot nor Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's Sherlock Holmes, but the book still didn't grip me enough to set me on the edge of my seat, perhaps until the last few chapters of the book, when the mystery started to unravel...

My own impression is that there is a general lack of logic being offered to the reader that tantalizes him/her to make his/her own deductions with regards to the resolution of the mystery; the author leaves enough bread crumbs to lure and pique the reader's interest. In my opinion, this author-reader intellectual pull-and-tug is what makes an appealing detective novel, or at least to people who enjoys this genre. However, J. K. Rowling's style of storytelling that glued me to the first Harry Potter magic did come through, especially in the last few chapters where the focus is on unfolding what actually happened.

Nonetheless, it wasn't a bad read, so I put a reservation on the sequel - "The Silkworm".

Side: I stumbled upon this website about "forensic stylometry", which puts authorial detective work down to a science (it's almost exactly written like a scientific article!)

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

the impossible

You can't rule out the impossible because you never know which of your assumptions about what was possible turn out in the real universe to be false -- Orson Scott Card "Ender's Shadow" 


Monday, June 2, 2014

The Last 5 Years


http://longwharf.org/last-five-years
The last five years indeed... The show resonated more so than I would admit. So it seems, things are never simple or straightforward. But still, really, still....
  1. "Still Hurting" - Cathy
  2. "Shiksa Goddess" - Jamie *Replaced "I Could Be in Love With Someone Like You" from the Chicago production
  3. "See I'm Smiling" - Cathy
  4. "Moving Too Fast" - Jamie
  5. "I'm A Part of That" - Cathy
  6. "The Schmuel Song" - Jamie
  7. "A Summer in Ohio" - Cathy
  8. "The Next Ten Minutes" - Jamie & Cathy
  9. "A Miracle Would Happen/When You Come Home to Me" - Jamie/Cathy
  10. "Climbing Uphill/Audition Sequence" - Cathy
  11. "If I Didn't Believe in You" - Jamie
  12. "I Can Do Better Than That" - Cathy
  13. "Nobody Needs to Know" - Jamie
  14. "Goodbye Until Tomorrow/I Could Never Rescue You" - Jamie & Cathy

"Still Hurting" - Cathy
What about lies, (Jamie)
What about things
That you swore to be true
What about you

Jamie is sure something wonderful died
Jamie decides it's his right to decide
Jamie's got secrets he doesn't confide
And I'm still hurting

Go and hide and run away
Run away, run and find something better
Go and ride the sun away
Run away like it's simple
Like it's right...

"If I Didn't Believe in You" - Jamie
Well, then talk to me, Cathy
Talk to me
If I didn't believe in you
We'd never have gotten this far
If I didn't believe in you
And all of the ten thousand women you are
If I didn't think you could do
Anything you ever wanted to
If I wasn't certain that you'd come through somehow
THe fact of the matter is, Cathy
I wouldn't be standing here now

"Nobody Needs to Know" - Jamie
Hold on, clip these wings -
Things get out of hand
All right, it's over, it's done
No one will understand
No one will understand...

We build a treehouse
I keep it from shaking
Little more glue every time that it breaks
Perfectly balanced
And then I start making
Conscious, deliberate mistakes

"Goodbye Until Tomorrow/I Could Never Rescue You"
I'm not the only one who's hurting here
I don't know what the hell is left to do
You never saw how far the crack had opened
You never knew I had run out of rope and

I could never rescue you
All you ever wanted
But I could never rescue you
No matter how I tried
All I could do was love you hard
And let you go

No matter how I tried
All I could do was love you
God, I loved you so
So we could fight
Or we could wait
Or I could go...

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That's when you realize... I realize...

I have no more tears... But layers upon layers upon layers, of sadness.

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The songs are really good btw; the musical's really good too.. They are making a new film adaptation starring Anna Kendrick and Jeremy Jordan!!